I enjoyed eating out with Michelle and her boyfriend. Yay! I liked tandori (it's chicken cooked with some indian spices) and nan (the indian pancake)... They got to accompany me buying my first Punjabi dress =) Lovin' it.
The suppressed emotions I could not show to them, as I had to break down in tears once I got to be alone again in my room... Show me, what are You teaching me this time around. If you want me to leave, open the other doors... I think this was the first time I started to calling out for Papa again after his death. After almost 6 years.
If you want me to stay, heal me... Yes, may You heal me and help me to move on... no matter how hurt that could be.
I got to praying harder for my goodbyes...